Love & War
by purplehearts
So here we are back at the start
Trying to fix our broken hearts
They fell into a million little pieces
I'm not here to reason
I'm just here to fix it
Just tell me all the things
That you want me to say to you
If that's not enough
Then I suggest you find someone new
I'm not here to play your petty games
You're fucking driving me insane
Now I just want it all
To go away
Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving
I wish you would've said goodbye
Before you left the last time
We got into an argument
You wanted me to leave
Then things got a little heated
But you know I didn't mean it
This love is so hot
That it's burning me alive
And I can't help but to fight it
But you make it so inviting
With the way you move your tongue
Behind those pretty little lips girl
I know that you're crazy
But it's okay
You saved me
Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving
Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving
This is Halloween
by purplehearts
I must've had a good night
Cause I don't have any clothes on
But it looks like insanity
The doctor takes out the light
But he don't have any gloves on
This doesn't look like reality
I'm in a hospital bed
The guy that's next to me's dead
He's pulling brains from his head
I think I relapsed again
I started pushing rewind
I think I'm losing my mind
I had a hell of a time
But I'm not ready to die
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
I'm going crazy with a gun in my right hand
I pull the trigger with the pills on the nightstand
I take a shot and put the barrel to my brain
I feel adrenaline pump through my veins
I just wanna go home
What's wrong with my telephone
I think that something is wrong
I don't know what's going on
Thought I was watching tv
The walking dead's hunting me
I think I'm on LSD
What the hell's wrong with this dream
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Fighting
by purplehearts
I must've had a good night
Cause I don't have any clothes on
But it looks like insanity
The doctor takes out the light
But he don't have any gloves on
This doesn't look like reality
I'm in a hospital bed
The guy that's next to me's dead
He's pulling brains from his head
I think I relapsed again
I started pushing rewind
I think I'm losing my mind
I had a hell of a time
But I'm not ready to die
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
I'm going crazy with a gun in my right hand
I pull the trigger with the pills on the nightstand
I take a shot and put the barrel to my brain
I feel adrenaline pump through my veins
I just wanna go home
What's wrong with my telephone
I think that something is wrong
I don't know what's going on
Thought I was watching tv
The walking dead's hunting me
I think I'm on LSD
What the hell's wrong with this dream
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Over It
by purplehearts
I start to break
Cause you're making me nervous
You take the knife
Put it right on the surface
You pull it back
Cause you know that I'm worth it
But what the fuck
Did I do to deserve this
But now you're saying that you wanna believe me
So I don't get it
Why don't you believe me
You're so crazy
You make it look easy
With a love
So condescending
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
You came dressed
For some wicked temptation
You bite my lip
With the perfect aggression
You like it dirty
A sickened sensation
You pull it back
With a slight hesitation
And now you're saying
That you wanted to leave me
So I don't get it
Why don't you just leave me
Just fucking say it
And make it look easy
With your words so contradicting
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
Freak Show Society
by purplehearts
by purplehearts
I really wanna go out
But I'll just sit on my couch
Cause I can't quite figure out
Why I'm a loser I've never had any dates
I'm such a fucking disgrace
To all the people that think
That I'm a loser
I don't have any friends
I'll be alone til the end
But it's okay
Cause I don't need nothing
Lay in bed every night
I think about all the times
I wish you'd curl up and die
Because I hate you
You are all so deceived
By all the things that you read
In all your cheap magazines
It couldn't save you
I don't have any friends
I'll sleep alone til the end
But it's okay
I don't need nothing
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
Start taking it slow
Because you already know
That I am losing control
Inside of my mind
I don't care what you think
I don't care what you believe
Now I just want you to leave
Cause this is my life
I don't have any friends
I'll be alone til the end
But it's okay
I don't need nothing
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
We are all the freak show society
We have given up on humanity
Don't give a fuck who we outta be
Just know we're not worth saving
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
We are all the freak show society
We have given up on humanity
Don't give a fuck who we outta be
Just know we're not worth saving
You Just Don't Get It
by purplehearts
Woke up
Stuck in a dream
I wanna see it
I want it to be
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't believe
Just take a look around at everybody you see Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna scream but I can't get it out
I let it go but I don't make sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
Woke up I can't fall back asleep
Got the whole world screaming at me
I walk around with a heart on my sleeve
Seen a whole lotta stuff you just wouldn't believe
Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna sing but I can't get it out
I let it go but I don't make a sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it
Woke up
Live in a dream
You wanna see it
You want it to be I couldn't tell you
You wouldn't believe
Now take a look around at all the things that you see
Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna leave but they won't let me out
They let me go but I don't make a sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it
Damaged
by purplehearts
I know that love is overrated
But you know that
I'm always waiting
For you to come back home
So tell me what your mind is thinking
Cause you know my heart is racing
I'm dying to let you know
This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay it happens all the time
You know we're always fading
But you know everything
Your happiness seems jaded
But you know I'm not sorry
You fucked up everything
It's the never ending story
It plays on and it goes on
And it goes on and it goes on
And it goes on because
This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay it happens all the time
I just want you to know
That when I think about you
It's not bad things
Or bad dreams
You got my going crazy
Just maybe you'll hear me like
Ba ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba Ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba Ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
I know that love is overrated
But you know that
I'm always waiting for you
This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay
It happens all the time
Go Away
by purplehearts
Act fake
Put a smile on my face
I walk around in a mental state
Don't wanna wake up
Take it from me
I really don't wanna see
Your little stupid face
In all the makeup
It's easy
To reason
When you have
No reason
To get by
You get high
You know why
You don't try
I'm a fucked up kid
And I wanna forget
About you
And all the pain
I'm in I'm singing
Take attack
Put a knife in my back
I'm screaming
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating
No things won't change
Cause people stay the same
Why don't they ever change
You know that they won't
Everybody's got their friends and their foes But I just really wish they'd leave me alone You know that they won't
It's easy
To reason
When you have
No reason
To get by
You get high
You know why
You don't try I'm a fucked up kid
And I wanna forget
About you
And all the pain I'm in
I'm singing
Take attack
Put a knife in my back
I'm screaming
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating
Woo
It's Gonna Be Alright
by purplehearts
You paint the picture
You paint the scene
You paint the colors your heart wants to see
You paint it red
You paint it blue
While you're at home in this dark little room But this is heaven
And it's so real
When you're alone it's the best way to feel
So paint your picture
And take your time
Because my dear
You know it's gonna be alright
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
You paint the ocean
You paint the sky
You paint the stars as they light up the night You paint the moon as it lights up your eyes Just play the tune
Have the night of your life
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Late Night Thoughts
Late Night Thoughts
by purplehearts
Won't you tell me all your secrets
Cause you know I can keep them
What's in your head
What's in your heart
Would it kill me
Or would it just tear me apart
It's breaking my sanity
You know it's my anxiety
I can't help the way
That I'm built in the brain
I wish you'd ask me to stay
I guess I'll just wait
Cause you know
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
This may be the last night we have
So don't take it for granted
You don't miss a beat
Hear the sound of our last heart beat
But don't you know
It's breaking my sanity
You know it's my anxiety
I can't help the way
That I'm fucked in the brain
I wish you'd ask me to stay
I guess I'll just wait
Cause you know
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
After all
We're breaking up
I should've known better
Take it all
I'm giving up
I'm better off
Without you
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Carry On (Remember)
by purplehearts
Take some time for clarity
Do you remember
Last December
Don't forget these memories
Oh I remember
Do you remember
It's not the way that it used to be
Now it's so fucked up
And you're only eighteen
I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry for everything
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Listen for this melody
So you remember
This December
You woke me up inside my dream
To tell me something sweet
You kiss me in my sleep
Hoping I remember
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Take some time for clarity
Do you remember
Last December
Don't forget these memories
Oh I remember
Do you remember
It's not the way that it used to be
Now it's so fucked up
And you're only eighteen
I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry for everything
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Listen for this melody
So you remember
This December
You woke me up inside my dream
To tell me something sweet
You kiss me in my sleep
Hoping I remember
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Will You Love Me
by purplehearts
I grew up in church
Now I don't believe
I got what I want
But not what I need
I just need someone
Who loves me
But I'm still alone
On this holiday
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Will you love me
I'm not growing up
I'll stay young forever
But I need someone
To help me feel better
We all feel the hurt
We all feel the weather
But we don't have time
So I wrote you this letter
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Would you be so warming
I'll miss you in the morning
Take my heart if you want me
Be my everything
Will you love me
I grew up in church
Now I don't believe
I got what I want
But not what I need
I just need someone
Who loves me
But I'm still alone
On this holiday
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Will you love me
I'm not growing up
I'll stay young forever
But I need someone
To help me feel better
We all feel the hurt
We all feel the weather
But we don't have time
So I wrote you this letter
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Would you be so warming
I'll miss you in the morning
Take my heart if you want me
Be my everything
Will you love me
I grew up in church
Now I don't believe
I got what I want
But not what I need
I just need someone
Who loves me
But I'm still alone
On this holiday
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Will you love me
I'm not growing up
I'll stay young forever
But I need someone
To help me feel better
We all feel the hurt
We all feel the weather
But we don't have time
So I wrote you this letter
Will you love me
Will you hold me
Be supporting
Be my everything
Would you be so warming
I'll miss you in the morning
Take my heart if you want me
Be my everything
Will you love me
Broken
by purplehearts
Run away from those city lights
I feel like I could run and hide
Cause I feel so broken
I can't help but to think tonight
That this was all my fault
But I still feel so broken
Don't leave me broken
You left me alone and
Left me still hoping
Everybody wants to leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
You left me alone and
Everybody wants to leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
You can see it in my eyes
I've been up the last three nights
I don't sleep until the sunrise
Since you left me broken
And I'll always wonder why
You don't seem to care but I'm
Still in it
You just don't get it
Why would you just leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
You left me alone and
Left me still hoping
Everybody wants to leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
You left me alone and
Everybody wants to leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
You left me alone and
Everybody wants to leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
Don't leave me broken
4.21.15
by purplehearts
It's all just a little game you play
With me
The one where you ask me if I'll stay
You leave
Do you really think I'm dumb
You know It's okay if you use me
Just don't
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave
But then you ask me to come over
But you know that I'm always angry
And you know that I'm never sober
I don't know why you bother
You just want to be admired
But you're the only reason I'm inspired
But you make me so sick and tired
You told me you loved me
And you told me that you were proud
Of all the music I've ever made
And hope one day I sing it loud
But the only thing I'm screaming
Is all of your stupid lies
You're a stupid fucking bitch
And I hope you fucking die
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave
Falling
by purplehearts feat. Demi The Daredevil
Don't turn the light on
'Cause I'm not ready
No, I'm not ready
So tell me why you push and you try
With a gun and a knife
I don't wanna believe these thoughts
You put in my mind
You know just how it feels
So tell me what is real
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
You turn the light on
But I'm not ready
No, I'm not ready
You stole my heart with a hook and a line
You're a thief in the night
You can keep it inside
But don't go changing my life
You know just how it feels
Just tell me what is real
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
I'm bent and bruised
There's nowhere to go to make this more comfortable
Do you care if I lose
There's nowhere to go to make this more liveable
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah
Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
You know I'm always falling
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Yeah I'm
Take Me Over
by purplehearts
Take a breath
I need a minute to calm down
Smoke a cigarette
It's easy to shut down
Situations I just can't deal
How the hell did it get so real
Wipe away those tears
I just want you here
All alone with my fears
Could it be more clear
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
You don't know about the roads
That I've been down
I'm alone with nobody
That comes around
How the hell do you think I feel
So damaged I just can't heal
You're leaving me
It's nothing new
I'm leaving but it's not with you
I wish I could disappear
Could it be more clear
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
All the blood is always
Rushing to my head
I just want you fucking
Screaming in my bed
I'm sick of living all these lies
That I regret
So take me over baby
Give me a reason
(In)Securities
by purplehearts
Hello darkness
My old friend
I've got a closet
Full of skeletons
I'm gonna pay for
All of my own sins
I'm gonna burn in hell
For all of them
I just
I just can't seem to calm down
My mind keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
I'm on a one way to trip
To crazy town
If this motherfucker
Just keeps going 'round
I need to prioritize
I'm living such a hectic life
I need to stop asking why
I don't know why I even try
Everybody keeps on passing by
I need something to pass the time
'Cause I'm such a
Piece of shit sometimes
I'm gonna drink it all down
With this red wine and sing
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
I feel so sick
Like no one else
I'm sick of looking in the mirror
Looking at myself
Thinking about all the problems
That I do to myself
Thinking about all the pain that I've felt
Maybe I need help
But it's hard to admit when I'm wrong
That's why I'm sitting here
That's why I'm writing this song
It's so much easier to sit
And do my thinking at home
It's so much easier to sit
And do my thinking alone
I turn the lights off
They're always torturing me
I've got so many insecurities
Wish I could change
And I try
So you better believe
It's not the way that I would like it to be
I'm sorry for my bad design
I know l always cross the line
'Cause I'm such a
Piece of shit sometimes
I'm gonna drink it all down
With this red wine and sing
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Woah
Woah
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Now I Sing
by purplehearts
Only nineteen
Without a purpose or direction
I'm just trying
To find a purpose and direction
Because I'm not one of them
We don't think the same things
The year that my mother died
My life started changing
But now I sing
Woah
But now i sing
Woah
I'm not lying
Don't have an answer to the question
I'm just trying
To find the perfect explanation
Because I'm not one of them
We don't want the same things
The year that my father died
My life started changing
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah
I'll Be Just Fine
by purplehearts
So I guess that we've reached the end
And I'm sorry that it didn't work out
But I've gotta move on without you
Even though it's gonna hurt me now
What exactly did you want this to be
Why would you never listen to me
I'd tell you over and over again
But you would never listen
I need your help to get this pain out of my heart
But you don't care at all
I keep telling you that I don't wanna be this way
It still doesn't make it easy
I hate the thought of taking you out of my life
I miss the color of your hair and your blue eyes
It makes me sick in every way
But I'm alright
You didn't make me crazy
But you made me lose my fucking mind
You turned around
And looked me dead in these brown eyes
You told me that you loved me
But you know that it's a damn lie
I know you're leaving
Cause you say it all the damn time
But I don't really care
Cause when you're gone I will be just fine
But you don't care anymore
And you made it quite clear by your face
Your distaste with what I say
The room fills up with hate
As smoke fills up my lungs
The words are on the tip of my tongue
But I just can't tell you how I feel
Cause you just won't hear it
I can't get the thought of you out of my mind
And I don't know why
Cause I don't love you anymore
But it's so damn hard
I hate the thought of taking you out of my life
I miss the color of your hair and your blue eyes
It makes me sick in every way
But I'm alright
You didn't make me crazy
But you made me lose my fucking mind
You turned around
And looked me dead in these brown eyes
You told me that you loved me
But you know that it's a damn lie
I know you're leaving
Cause you say it all the damn time
But I don't really care
Cause when you're gone I will be just fine
Cause when you're gone
I will be just fine
Cause when you're gone
I will be just fine
I know you're leaving
Cause you say it all the damn time
But I don't really care
Cause when you're gone
I will be just fine
We Are The Angry
by purplehearts
Born in the land the free
Where sex sells and I can't sleep
I won't eat
I'm brainwashed from my head to my feet
I'm just another one of the sheep
Living the American dream
Everybody wants to pop pills
Pouring shot after shot still
Yeah
They saw it on the screen
And then they thought it was so ill
But they don't even know that it's not real
You're the prettiest thing around
And I miss it when you're sober
But the world has gotcha so down
So let's sing it out
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
You better watch what you think
You better watch what you wear
And how you're doing your hair
You better watch what you say
Make America Great
Will get your head on a plate
Can't even have an opinion
It's all just a sick game
You wanna ride on the hate train
Yeah you saw it on the screen
And then you start to believe it
It's all losing its meaning
It's so fake
They're the dirtiest crooks around
Can you tell me when it's over
I don't like it when you're so down
So let's sing it out
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
So let's sing it out
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
WOAH
WOAH
Cause I've got the melody baby
We are the fucked up
And we are the angry
MNSTRS
by purplehearts
I've got monsters in my dreams
They won't let me sleep
They keep me up in this misery
Just let me be
I wake up
In the middle of the night
With the cold sweats
But I just shake it
Wonder if I'm gonna make it
I'm just waiting for the day
I see the progress
All the bad thoughts
Giving me a headache
Smoke a little green
Gotta medicate
Working real hard
Gotta get my shit straight
Livin in a drunk haze
Waiting for the better days
I'm sick of waiting
I need something real
Call up the devil
And let's make a deal
I'd sell my soul
Cause it's just how I feel
The life I'm living
It ain't right
Cause I've got
I've got monsters in my dreams
They won't let me sleep
They keep me up in this misery
Just let me be
I've got demons inside me
And they just won't leave
They've got ahold of my lungs
Just let me breathe
Everybody stop asking me
If I'm okay
It's just a relapse
Need to relax
Think I'm needing rehab
Everybody sees that
Now I gotta detach
Wait
I don't really mean that
I don't really need that
I just really wanna
Put the seams back
Now I turned the scene black
Heading down the wrong path
It's so dark
I wonder where the lights at
I guess it's time that
I need something new
I've got a feeling
It looks just like you
I'll take my time
If you won't let me go
But wait I've gotta let know
That I've got
I've got monsters in my dreams
They won't let me sleep
They keep me up in this misery
Just let me be
I've got demons inside me
And they just won't leave
They've got ahold of my lungs
Just let me breathe
I've got monsters in my dreams
They won't let me sleep
They keep me up in this misery
Just let me be
I've got demons inside me
And they just won't leave
They've got ahold of my lungs
Just let me breathe
Mistakes
by purplehearts
I'm still fighting
To get off the ground
But I can't help
I'm always falling down
I hit my face
My blood spilled on the pavement
Filled up with hate
I'm always self sedated
You say that I'm dumb
You say I'm stupid
But don't you know
I always do this
Getting lost inside of my own brain
I can't even fucking think
So I just
Rap and I sing
And I scream on the beat
Why is everybody
Still looking at me
I'm crazy
I don't really care what you think
I just wanna be me
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel anything
I just wanna feel good again
I just wanna be me again
Give me one more drink again
You're not gonna save me
But you can always blame me
For mistakes I've made
And for the shit I say
When I'm drunk
Which is every single mother fucking day
I can't stop
I can't eat
I can't sleep
My time is slowly running out
A ticking time bomb
Running through the town
My anger fills me up
And lets me down
It leaves me
Laying on the ground
Everybody wants to know
But they don't really wanna see
What it's like to be me
But everybody wants a peek
So I say
Yeah
I'm a little bit stressed
I'm a little depressed
I'm an anxious mess
An emotional wreck
With a suicide threat
Gonna jump off the ledge
With a rope on my neck
Got a gun to my head
Gonna fill it with lead
I just wanna be dead
I ain't playing man
Everything I said is the truth
But don't tell me what to do
I don't wanna be you
Unless you wanna jump with me too
You're not gonna save me
But you can always blame me
For mistakes I've made
And for the shit I say
When I'm drunk
Which is every single mother fucking day
I can't stop
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I just think
Of these things that I do
When I'm not here with you
I pace my apartment
In my living room
Then I stare at the walls
Hoping that you would call
But you don't
And you won't
And you won't
I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat
Why is everybody still looking at me
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat
Why is everybody still looking at me
I'm crazy
I'm crazy
You're not gonna save me
But you can always blame me
For mistakes I've made
And for the shit I say
When I'm drunk
Which is every single mother fucking day
I can't stop
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I just think
Of these things that I do
When I'm not here with you
I pace my apartment
In my living room
Then I stare at the walls
Hoping that you would call
But you don't
And you won't
Alone in my Head
by purplehearts
Leave me alone
Cause I'm not in the mood
I'm gonna sit here
And have a drink or two
These racing thoughts
About the things I do
Make it all stop
Or I might come unglued
You don't have to cut me up
I can do it all myself
Yeah
I know I'm fucked up
But I don't need your help
I'm in so much pain
It's the worst thing I've felt
But don't ask me why
I won't get into the details
I'm alone in my head
With these memories
I try to forget
Everybody wants life
But we all get death
I'm screaming
Screaming all of my goodbyes
These thoughts are
Overtaking my mind
Do I even wanna be alive
Alone in my head
Leave me alone
When I'm locked in the room
Cause I can't stop
Once I am in this mood
I tried to tell you that
A time or two
I hit the wall
I don't know what to do
You don't have to cut me up
I can do it all myself
Yeah
I know I'm fucked up
But I don't need your help
I'm in so much pain
It's the worst thing I've felt
But don't ask me why
I won't get into the details
I'm alone in my head
With these memories
I try to forget
Everybody wants life
But we all get death
I'm screaming
Screaming all of my goodbyes
These thoughts are
Overtaking my mind
Do I even wanna be alive
Alone in my head
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
You don't have to cut me up
I can do it all myself
Yeah
I know I'm fucked up
But I don't need your help
I'm in so much pain
It's the worst thing I've felt
I'm alone in my head
With these memories
I try to forget
Everybody wants life
But we all get death
I'm screaming
Screaming all of my goodbyes
These thoughts are
Overtaking my mind
Do I even wanna be alive
Alone in my head
Secrets
by purplehearts
I'm in love with a girl
That I used to know
It's tearing me up inside
I miss her
Everyday of my life
I'll miss her
'Til the day I die
I've got secrets
I keep to myself
I won't tell anybody
No no
But I just want you to myself
I won't tell anybody
No no
Let me spell it out
To make it clear
I'm dying without you here
I said
I'll be just fine
But I'm not
I'm not okay
Still missing you everyday
I still love the girl
I used to know
It's eating me alive
I want her
Everyday of my life
I'll want her
'Til the day I die
She's the secret I keep to myself
I won't tell anybody
No no
And I just want her to myself
I won't tell anybody
No no
Let me spell it out to make it clear
I'm dying without you here
I said
I'll be just fine
But I'm not
I'm not okay
Still missing you everyday
Let me spell it out
So you can hear
I'm dying without you dear
I said
I'll be just fine
But I'm not
I'm not okay
Still missing you in every way
I sit and wait for you
To come home
But you're never coming back
So I just sit here alone
By my phone
Waiting for you to tell me
Tell me that you love me
And that you'll never leave
I will say the exact same thing
I will never leave
Let me spell it out
To make it clear
I'm dying without you here
I said
I'll be just fine
But I'm not
I'm not okay
Still missing you everyday
Let me spell it out
So you can hear
I'm dying without you dear
I said
I'll be just fine
But I'm not
I'm not okay
Still missing you in every way
FY/ILY
by purplehearts
Fuck You
I love you
I do this every single night
Come back every single time screaming
Fuck you
I love you
And don't you ever fucking leave
'Cause you're everything I need
Baby
Fuck you
I love you
You call me every single night
Feed me stupid little lines
Screaming
Fuck you
I love you
But then you tell me not to leave
Cause I'm everything you need
Baby
Fuck you
I love you
I want you every single night
Fuck you every single time screaming
Fuck you
I love you
And you know I'll never leave
So keep begging on your knees baby
Fuck You
I love you
I do this every single night
Come back every single time screaming
Fuck you
I love you
And don't you ever fucking leave
'Cause you're everything I need
Baby
Fuck you
I love you
You call me every single night
Feed me stupid little lines
Screaming
Fuck you
I love you
But then you tell me not to leave
Cause I'm everything you need
Baby
Fuck you
I love you
I want you every single night
Fuck you every single time screaming
Fuck you
I love you
And you know I'll never leave
So keep begging on your knees baby
Anxiety
by purplehearts
Man it's the same shit every fuckin day
I don't know how much I can take it anymore
For real
Cause I've got so much fucking anxiety
Building up inside of me
I've got so much fucking anxiety
Building up inside of me
I've got so much fucking
Aye
Even though my mental's ill
I don't need prescription pills
To tell me how to fucking feel
Leave me be and let me deal
Sometimes I just need my space
Cause I've got too much on my plate
So I just need some time to think
Of everything I fucking hate
Medicine can't fix my life and
Medicine can't fix the pain
Medicine can't fix the problems
Going on inside my brain
Tell the psychs
And tell the doctors
I'm not off my fucking rocker
Let me deal or let me be
Let me fucking rest in peace
I don't need none of your prescription pills
I don't need none of your prescription pills
Cause I've got so much fucking anxiety
Building up inside of me
I've got so much fucking anxiety
Building up inside of me
I've got so much fucking anxiety
Building up inside of me
Coronavirus
by purplehearts
I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms
But I just don't
Give a fuck
You can not contain me
Better get away from me
Before I fucking
Cough it up
I don't give a fuck about coronavirus
Existential crisis
Watch your bodies going lifeless
Finally, get some silence
Watch you fuckers die
I don't give a fuck about coronavirus
Existential crisis
Watch your bodies going lifeless
Finally, get some silence
As I watch you mother fuckers
Die
Die
I hope all you mother fuckers
Die
Die
I hope you mother fuckers die
I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms
But I just don't
Give a fuck
You can not contain me
Better get away from me
Before I fucking
Cough it up
I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms
But I just don't
Give a fuck
You can not contain me
Better get away from me
Before I fucking
Cough it up
I'm about to catch a body
Everybody they just keep on walking by me
You don't wanna fucking try me
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Hope you try to stop me
Cause you know you're fucking dying
You're a sheep
And I'm a mother fucking lion
I'm about to catch a body
Everybody they just keep on walking by me
You don't wanna fucking try me
Meet me in the hotel lobby
Hope you try to stop me
Cause you know you're fucking dying
You're a sheep
And I'm a mother fucking lion
Oh
Fuck this society
Fuck everything
Fuck this society
Fuck everything
Bad Day
by purplehearts feat. Potione
I've had a bad day
A bad life
Everything is bad here
A bad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a sad day
A sad life
Everything is sad here
A sad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit without you
I don't wanna cry
I just really wanna die
I guess I'll open up another bottle of the red wine
Think about you every night
I just wonder if you sit around like me and think about it
I'm gonna drink
And smoke it all away
But I can't let it go
Cause it's always in my brain
Yeah you're always in my brain
I just wish I didn't think about it
But I still think about it
I've had a bad day
A bad life
Everything is bad here
A bad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a sad day
A sad life
Everything is sad here
A sad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a bad day
A bad life
Everything is bad here
A bad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a sad day
A sad life
Everything is sad here
A sad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit without you
Can't do this shit alone
Can't do it on my own
Now I'm in my zone
No one hit my phone
It's a sad day
A sad night
A sad life
Guess I'll be alright
Don't know where to call home
Don't know where to go
Don't know where to go
I've had a bad day
A bad life
Everything is bad here
A bad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a sad day
A sad life
Everything is sad here
A sad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a bad day
A bad life
Everything is bad here
A bad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit without you
I've had a sad day
A sad life
Everything is sad here
A sad time
I can't do this shit without you
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit
No I can't do this shit without you
Paranoia
by purplehearts feat. PFV
Fix the broken pieces
Then repeat the cycle
Black pill
Red pill
Blue pill
Drink it all in
Take the medicine
Brainwashed with the sedative
Getting so repetitive
My thoughts so negative
Yeah
Let it die
Then let it live
Fix the broken pieces
Then repeat the cycle
Black pill
Red pill
Blue pill
Drink it all in
Take the medicine
Brainwashed with the sedative
Getting so repetitive
My thoughts so negative
Yeah
Let it die
Then let it live
Yeah
Life's a broken lens
But I can see it straight
Walk the path of darkness
As I go insane
I don't give a shit
About what people say
I'm hearing voices in my head
They're screaming everyday
Lights off
Underneath table
Staring at the kitchen counter
Knife in both hands
Turning off the T.V
Getting paranoid
Yeah
I'm a simulated program
I'm not sticking to the program
Nah nah
Going off with my own plan
Illuminati called me said
Goddamn
What the fuck you doing man
Purplehearts fam
Aye
They want me to take all the sedatives
I don't really want the medicine, no
I don't appreciate all the pressure from people
I'm letting them go
My choices is selecting
My patience is extra
I'm crawling my head in the snow
Now it's time dead all the rumors
They spreading about me
I'm setting the tone
I will not stick the program
Setting my own pace
And I don't need no fam
To get in my head space
This is a place I can handle without you
You living a lie
My conscious is mantled
I'm picking the pieces
And tearing the ties
Fix the broken pieces
Then repeat the cycle
Black pill
Red pill
Blue pill
Drink it all in
Take the medicine
Brainwashed with the sedative
Getting so repetitive
My thoughts so negative
Yeah
Let it die
Then let it live
I Mean It
by purplehearts feat. Potione, Kid Carrillo
Do I want it
Do I need it
I'm fighting with
Angels and demons
I broke your heart in little pieces
But you know every word
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
You're a fake and
I don't need it
You were blind
You couldn't see it
You said you love me
You don't mean it
You know I hate you and
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
Mean it
You cut your wrists
And now you're bleeding
Little mistakes that now I regret
Yeah
I hate you and I mean it
These feelings couldn't really
Leave it
Leave it
You broke my heart and
Now I feel it
I'm not that person
I can't be them
You have my heart
Now you can't steal it
You tell me lies
But I can't hear it
Hear it
Hear it
Hear it
Do I want it
Do I need it
I'm fighting with
Angels and demons
I broke your heart in little pieces
But you know every word
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
You're a fake and
I don't need it
You were blind
You couldn't see it
You said you love me
You don't mean it
You know I hate you and
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
Mean it
Yeah
You fucked up bitch
Real big
You feel up
Left me
Now fuck this shit
Oh yeah
I hope you drown
In my tears bitch
I hope you find
What you needing ho
Here we go
Yeah fa sho
Do I want it
Do I need it
I'm fighting with angels and demons
I broke your heart in little pieces
But you know every word
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
You're a fake and
I don't need it
You were blind
You couldn't see it
You said you love me
You don't mean it
You know I hate you and
I mean it
Mean it
Yeah
Mean it
Mean it
Sinners
by purplehearts feat. Death Plus
Bitch
Go back to your hometown
To the folks house
Got the whole crowd
Going so loud
Got them feet to bounce
Get the fuck out
You the bitch now
Everybody's screaming how they want the clout
All these bitches begging me to dick 'em down
Ima flick a bic
And then Ima bounce
Yeah
I don't stay in my own lane
I'm swerving side to side
Past the white line
Through the green lights
Cross the bridge
Light up a spliff
Drive off a cliff
Committing suicide
Fuck the after life
Bring me back to life
With a half a pint
Mix the vodka straight
With the ice
Yeah
Aye
I'm a demon
Fucked Adam's wife Eve
And then I ate from the forbidden tree
Took the knowledge
But I didn't share it with anybody but me
I'm a selfish prick
I don't give a shit
I'm just here to kill this shit
Ain't nobody gonna fuck with me
Nah
Sold my soul to the Illuminati
Now you're never gonna stop me
Even if you wanna try me
Got the shooters
And they're sniping
Everybody interfering with what I'm doing
You'll be mother fucking dying
You'll be mother fucking lying
In a mother fucking coffin
With a bullet in your noggin
For all the stupid shit you're talking
I suggest if you don't want it
Then it's best you don't talk it
Shut your fucking mouth up
And keep your bitch ass walking
Whatcha wanna do
Whatcha wanna say
Whatchu want bitch
I can get you anything you wish
What's the ish
I'm the mother fucking mortish
My list been getting longer
Every time they get me pissed
They go in
This a killer on the ritualistic mission
If you thinking you can fuck with me
But you won't
Cause you must be tripping
You might think it's gone be over soon
But I promise
That it isn't
Trust me
You would be the same
If you were in my position
I'm a mesmerizing
Death defying
Different kinda person
Maybe someday
But not today
Cause you burn shit down like
I'm on some evil shit
Need to see someone to stop these curses
I'm gonna see you soon
You can find me out here searching
Bitch
Death mother fucking plus
Hell of a Week
by purplehearts
One hell of a week
I don’t know which side
Of my mouth that I speak
I’m such a fucking liar
I am so weak
And I’m so fucking tired
But I cannot sleep
My knees have gave in
One hell of a life
It’s all that I own
A gun and this knife
It’s what I call home
I know it’s not right
But it’s all that I have
It’s all that I am
It’s all that I know
One hell of a week
I don’t know which side
Of my mouth that I speak
I’m such a fucking liar
I am so weak
And I’m so fucking tired
But I cannot sleep
My knees have gave in
One hell of a week
I don’t know which side
Of my mouth that I speak
I’m such a fucking liar
I am so weak
And I’m so fucking tired
But I cannot sleep
My knees have gave in
Switch Up
by purplehearts
Won't you tell me
What's wrong
As you cry on the lawn
Do you want me to kiss you
And sing you a song
Help you move it along
'Cause you look really sad
It must be really bad
Let me give you a hand
Make it alright
'Cause it's not right
Look in my eyes
This is tonight
This is your life
Take the spotlight
And start singing
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Got that braid in your hair
Got the look
And the stare
With a gleam in your eye
It's a pleasant surprise
To see you full of life
But if you're ever sad
And it gets really bad
Let me give you a hand
Make it alright
'Cause it's not right
Look in my eyes
This is tonight
This is your life
Take the spotlight
And start singing
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
I'm Alright
by purplehearts & Vump
The color in your eyes
Flickers in my mind
Reminds me that I miss you
But you're gone
So am I
You left me
And it's over
I'm not doing fine
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright
The stutter in your lies
Slivers down my spine
I taste it when I kiss you
If you are
So am I
You know that
It's not over
But I feel dead inside
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright
The color in your eyes
Flickers in my mind
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright
Lonely
by purplehearts
Parties over
Gonna leave with your friends
When will I ever see you again
Why don't you let me take you home
So we can spend some time alone
You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too
Wait a minute
I don't want you to leave
Let's smoke a cigarette
And talk in the breeze
You're looking pretty
Got that look in your eye
Your pretty lips are prolly filled with lies
Do you wanna fall in love in the rain
Or we can runaway to LA
Do you wanna do the craziest things
I just wanna live our wildest dreams
Every minute that we lose is a waste
So let's do it and let's do it today
Would you marry me if I bought a ring
Then we'll never be lonely
You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too
You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too
Pretty
by purplehearts
You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
Reminds me of a daydream
I once had about you
Floating through space
Up to the moon
The clouds along the way
Were filled with rain
But you came right back
And you looked so pretty
The smell of your perfume
It lingers in my room
Your clothes are all put in the closet
You know just what to do
Tell me girl
Why you gotta look so pretty
You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
Night Life
by purplehearts
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside
Take your clothes off
Like you do
What I tell you to
Lock ourselves
In the room
Put me in the mood
Yeah I want you
And you want me to
Do those things to you
Yeah you like it
And I like it too
Oh yeah
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside
Yeah your body feels
Feels like heroin
Up against my skin
And your lips taste
Like my medicine
As you take me in
Now you're telling me
What I want to hear
Whisper in my ear
And I'm doing things
Just to make you scream
Oh yeah
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside
Runaway
by purplehearts
Do you wanna fly away
I wanna fly over the ocean
Touch the bottom of the world
It's all about commotion
In this city
But you're with me
And I really hope you're staying
And I'm praying
That you'll love me unconditionally
I can't read between the lines
And I'm not hearing what you're saying
Don't be playing
Do you wanna start a life In New York City
So come with me
And just kiss me
As we runaway to Paris
I'm embarrassed
I don't wanna fall in love too quickly
Don't even think about it
There's no way around it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
Nothing we can do about it
Now I can't do without it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
Do you wanna touch the sky
And fly with all the rockets
Touch the stars and see the light
Put it in your pocket
As I'm looking in your eyes
All I see progress
Do you promise
To love me unconditionally
I can't read between the lines
And I'm not hearing what you're saying
Don't be playing
Do you wanna start a life In New York City
So come with me
And just kiss me
As we runaway to Paris
I'm embarrassed
I don't wanna fall in love too quickly
Don't even think about it
There's no way around it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
Nothing we can do about it
Now I can't do without it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
It's Over
by purplehearts
1, 2, 3, 4
Running out the back door
I don't wanna move on
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
5, 6, 7, 8
Gotta get my head straight
Missing you to death, babe
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
I can't stop thinking bout
When I saw you hanging out
With the guy you're fucking now
What the fuck are you doing
I can't text you tonight
Cause I know you won't reply
It'll fuck me up inside
What the fuck am I doing here
Why won't you disappear
From my mind
And my ears
I can hear you in my dreams
It's why I never sleep
I know I can't fix your heart
I can't even fix mine
And I don't know where to start
So I'll just keep running
1, 2, 3, 4
Running out the back door
I don't wanna move on
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
5, 6, 7, 8
Gotta get my head straight
Missing you to death, babe
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
Vagabond
by purplehearts
Clouds pouring out of my mouth
But these words are not coming out
I think I need something else
These words I scream at myself
Live in a world
Where I don't belong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no no no no
Live in a world
With no right or wrong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no
You're not coming with me
The whiskey is poured from a spout
Until there is none coming out
I think I need something else
These words I scream at myself
Take it a day at a time
But you know you're out of your mind
You take it slow at the line
Leave or get left behind
Live in a world
Where I don't belong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no no no no
Live in a world
With no right or wrong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no
You're not coming with me
No no no no no
No no no no no
No no no no
No no no no
(Not)Sober
(Not)Sober
by purplehearts
Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black
I've got problems
I cannot get through the pain
My life has been a struggle
No, I can't get through the day
Man it's all up in my brain
And it's always been this way
I don't know what else to say
But what I know is
Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black
I'm high
I'm high and low
Why must I feel this way
I cry
I cry alone
Another fucking day
The more you know
The more you believe
The more you know
You sail to the sea
The less you know
The less you believe
The less you know
You're stuck here with me
Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black
LSD
by purplehearts
I've got a feeling
I'm not feeling right
Guess I'll hit the pipe
I'm smoking
It's not doing much
Guess I'll get the sprite
Liquor and some ice
I'm wasted
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
I'm waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
I stand alone here
In a house of grey
Watch the pictures fade
I'm faded
Watch the sun rise
Watch it disappear
Moonlight on the pier
I'm pacing
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
Still waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
I've got a feeling
I'm not feeling right
Guess I'll hit the pipe
I'm smoking
It's not doing much
Guess I'll get the sprite
Liquor and some ice
I'm wasted
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
I'm waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
I stand alone here
In a house of grey
Watch the pictures fade
I'm faded
Watch the sun rise
Watch it disappear
Moonlight on the pier
I'm pacing
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
Still waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh
Somebody Else
by purplehearts
Do you still think about me
I miss you all around me
Now you're all over his body
It makes me sick that you don't want me
I bet you're happy and you're fine
I bet he's all over your spine
And I bet you're drinking wine
I just miss when you were mine
I got your makeup on my pillow
I still feel you on my body
I can see your image on my couch
Where we were always making out
Your lips are overwhelming
Take the breath out of my body
But you're gone
And you don't want me no more
Now you're making out with somebody else
Do you still drink your morning coffee
I miss all your little hobbies
I bet he's all over your body
It makes me sick that you don't want me
I bet you're happy and you're fine
I bet he's all over your spine
And I bet you're drinking wine
I just miss when you were mine
I got your makeup on my pillow
I still feel you on my body
I can see your image on my couch
Where we were always making out
Your lips are overwhelming
Take the breath out of my body
But you're gone
And you don't want me no more
Now you're making out with somebody else
Untitled
by purplehearts
I wrote you a little note
Blood drips down my throat
Stuck inside a hole
Deep inside my mind
Buried deep inside
In and out of time
Forward and rewind
I wrote you a little note
Hang me from a rope
Throw me in a hole
Deep inside my mind
Bury me inside
Leave me there to die
Creeping down my spine
Man I'm feeling really bad now
Things never really work out
I can never really calm down
Mind is ticking to the clock now
Everything you said
It repeats
Screaming louder than the tv screen
I just wanted you to hear me
You don't wanna come near me
Haven't saw you in 3 months
I'll miss you my whole life
I saw you Christmas night
I said that I'm alright
You know that it's a lie
Now we live our separate lives
But we had some real good times
I'll miss you and goodbye
I wrote you a little note
Blood drips down my throat
Stuck inside a hole
Deep inside my mind
Buried deep inside
In and out of time
Forward and rewind
I wrote you a little note
Hang me from a rope
Throw me in a hole
Deep inside my mind
Bury me inside
Leave me there to die
Creeping down my spine
I Am Yours
by purplehearts
I kiss the hand
That makes me suffer
I plug the cord
Inside a house
That makes me bleed
I wrap the wire
I wrap the string
Around my heart
So it keeps beating
I'm a toy
To the world
I am yours
Drink the poison
Of this earth
Pack your bags up
Moving cities
So that you can feel alone
I'm a fuck up
I'm a loser
I'm a fake and I'm a fool
I'm just hoping
Maybe one day
There will be a me and you
Me and you
I live a life
That makes you suffer
I plug the cord
Inside your house
It makes you bleed
I'm the wire
And I'm the string
Around your neck
So you'll stop breathing
You're a toy
To the world
I am yours
Drink the poison
Of this earth
Pack your bags up
Moving cities
So that you can feel alone
I'm a fuck up
I'm a loser
I'm a fake and I'm a fool
I'm just hoping
Maybe one day
There will be a me and you
Me and you
Fool's Gold
by purplehearts
It's lonely here without you
You're so far away
I hope that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
I'm tired here without you
I know I walked away
I know that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
You were lined with silver
Your body laced in gold
I fell in love with heaven
You fell in love with sin
I am now the product
Of everything I know
And I know that I'm crazy
And I know that you hate me
There's things that I'm not saying
But you know that I love you
And you know that I'm sorry
I know sorry doesn't mean shit
Please will you forgive me
So we can move on
But don't move on without me
Don't leave me alone
It's lonely here without you
You're so far away
I hope that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
I'm tired here without you
I know I walked away
I know that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
no way out
by purplehearts
I've been hiding
In my skin
Digging deeper
Deep within
I don't go out to the world
It's imagination
Ticking time
It takes a toll
On my body
On my soul
I am human
I'm unholy
A fascination
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
Climb into my little hole
Fill it up with words of old
Kill my demons
Kill my ghosts
But they'll always haunt me here
It's so evil
So am I
I call satan
He replies
Pray to god
And he ignores me
Go to hell when I die
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
I am gonna win
I am never gonna lose
I am never giving in
What the fuck you gonna do
I am gonna win
I am never gonna lose
I am never giving in
What the fuck you gonna do
What
What the fuck you gonna do
What
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground