Love & War

by purplehearts

So here we are back at the start
Trying to fix our broken hearts
They fell into a million little pieces
I'm not here to reason
I'm just here to fix it
Just tell me all the things
That you want me to say to you
If that's not enough
Then I suggest you find someone new
I'm not here to play your petty games
You're fucking driving me insane
Now I just want it all
To go away

Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving

I wish you would've said goodbye
Before you left the last time
We got into an argument
You wanted me to leave
Then things got a little heated
But you know I didn't mean it
This love is so hot
That it's burning me alive
And I can't help but to fight it
But you make it so inviting
With the way you move your tongue
Behind those pretty little lips girl
I know that you're crazy
But it's okay
You saved me

Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving

Just let me go
Or hold on
Just tell me what you want
It's all I ever wanted
It's all I ever needed
And if you try to fight it
Guess I'll turn around
I'm leaving

This is Halloween

by purplehearts

I must've had a good night
Cause I don't have any clothes on
But it looks like insanity

The doctor takes out the light
But he don't have any gloves on
This doesn't look like reality
I'm in a hospital bed
The guy that's next to me's dead
He's pulling brains from his head
I think I relapsed again
I started pushing rewind
I think I'm losing my mind
I had a hell of a time
But I'm not ready to die
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
I'm going crazy with a gun in my right hand
I pull the trigger with the pills on the nightstand
I take a shot and put the barrel to my brain
I feel adrenaline pump through my veins
I just wanna go home
What's wrong with my telephone
I think that something is wrong
I don't know what's going on
Thought I was watching tv
The walking dead's hunting me
I think I'm on LSD
What the hell's wrong with this dream
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween

Fighting

by purplehearts

I must've had a good night
Cause I don't have any clothes on
But it looks like insanity

The doctor takes out the light
But he don't have any gloves on
This doesn't look like reality
I'm in a hospital bed
The guy that's next to me's dead
He's pulling brains from his head
I think I relapsed again
I started pushing rewind
I think I'm losing my mind
I had a hell of a time
But I'm not ready to die
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
I'm going crazy with a gun in my right hand
I pull the trigger with the pills on the nightstand
I take a shot and put the barrel to my brain
I feel adrenaline pump through my veins
I just wanna go home
What's wrong with my telephone
I think that something is wrong
I don't know what's going on
Thought I was watching tv
The walking dead's hunting me
I think I'm on LSD
What the hell's wrong with this dream
I'm freaking out
You've gotta get me
Just get me out of here
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween
Come have some fun with me
Party like we're like seventeen
Burn it down with kerosene
Cause this is Halloween

Over It

by purplehearts

I start to break
Cause you're making me nervous
You take the knife
Put it right on the surface
You pull it back
Cause you know that I'm worth it
But what the fuck
Did I do to deserve this
But now you're saying that you wanna believe me
So I don't get it
Why don't you believe me
You're so crazy
You make it look easy
With a love
So condescending

Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence

You came dressed
For some wicked temptation
You bite my lip
With the perfect aggression
You like it dirty
A sickened sensation
You pull it back
With a slight hesitation
And now you're saying
That you wanted to leave me
So I don't get it
Why don't you just leave me
Just fucking say it
And make it look easy
With your words so contradicting

Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence
Woah
Woah
You went back
And murdered all the things that you said
And left me here
To bury the evidence

Freak Show Society

by purplehearts

by purplehearts

I really wanna go out
But I'll just sit on my couch
Cause I can't quite figure out

Why I'm a loser I've never had any dates
I'm such a fucking disgrace
To all the people that think
That I'm a loser
I don't have any friends
I'll be alone til the end
But it's okay
Cause I don't need nothing
Lay in bed every night
I think about all the times
I wish you'd curl up and die
Because I hate you
You are all so deceived
By all the things that you read
In all your cheap magazines
It couldn't save you
I don't have any friends
I'll sleep alone til the end
But it's okay
I don't need nothing
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
Start taking it slow
Because you already know
That I am losing control
Inside of my mind
I don't care what you think
I don't care what you believe
Now I just want you to leave
Cause this is my life
I don't have any friends
I'll be alone til the end
But it's okay
I don't need nothing
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
We are all the freak show society
We have given up on humanity
Don't give a fuck who we outta be
Just know we're not worth saving
I'm what they call the freak show society
I have given up on humanity
Hope you never see what's inside of me
Just know I'm not worth saving
We are all the freak show society
We have given up on humanity
Don't give a fuck who we outta be
Just know we're not worth saving

You Just Don't Get It

by purplehearts

Woke up
Stuck in a dream
I wanna see it

I want it to be
You wouldn't get it
You wouldn't believe
Just take a look around at everybody you see Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna scream but I can't get it out
I let it go but I don't make sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
Woke up I can't fall back asleep
Got the whole world screaming at me
I walk around with a heart on my sleeve
Seen a whole lotta stuff you just wouldn't believe
Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna sing but I can't get it out
I let it go but I don't make a sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it
Woke up
Live in a dream
You wanna see it
You want it to be I couldn't tell you
You wouldn't believe
Now take a look around at all the things that you see
Just another face stuck in the crowd
I wanna leave but they won't let me out
They let me go but I don't make a sound
Just another kid trying to figure it out
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it
But you just don't get it
No you just don't get it

Damaged

by purplehearts

I know that love is overrated
But you know that
I'm always waiting
For you to come back home
So tell me what your mind is thinking
Cause you know my heart is racing
I'm dying to let you know

This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay it happens all the time

You know we're always fading
But you know everything
Your happiness seems jaded
But you know I'm not sorry
You fucked up everything
It's the never ending story
It plays on and it goes on
And it goes on and it goes on
And it goes on because

This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay it happens all the time

I just want you to know
That when I think about you
It's not bad things
Or bad dreams
You got my going crazy
Just maybe you'll hear me like
Ba ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba Ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba ba Ba ba Dah da da da da
Ba Ba Ba ba Dah da da da da

I know that love is overrated
But you know that
I'm always waiting for you

This is the way you make me feel
Like I'm so damaged
I'm so real
Yeah you make me feel alive
Here's the blade
You put it right on my heart
And cut it right out
In front of me tonight
It's okay
It happens all the time

Go Away

by purplehearts

Act fake
Put a smile on my face
I walk around in a mental state

Don't wanna wake up
Take it from me
I really don't wanna see
Your little stupid face
In all the makeup
It's easy
To reason
When you have
No reason
To get by
You get high
You know why
You don't try
I'm a fucked up kid
And I wanna forget
About you
And all the pain
I'm in I'm singing
Take attack
Put a knife in my back
I'm screaming
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating
No things won't change
Cause people stay the same
Why don't they ever change
You know that they won't
Everybody's got their friends and their foes But I just really wish they'd leave me alone You know that they won't
It's easy
To reason
When you have
No reason
To get by
You get high
You know why
You don't try I'm a fucked up kid
And I wanna forget
About you
And all the pain I'm in
I'm singing
Take attack
Put a knife in my back
I'm screaming
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating
Woo

It's Gonna Be Alright

by purplehearts

You paint the picture
You paint the scene
You paint the colors your heart wants to see

You paint it red
You paint it blue
While you're at home in this dark little room But this is heaven
And it's so real
When you're alone it's the best way to feel
So paint your picture
And take your time
Because my dear
You know it's gonna be alright
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
You paint the ocean
You paint the sky
You paint the stars as they light up the night You paint the moon as it lights up your eyes Just play the tune
Have the night of your life
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah

Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah

Late Night Thoughts

Late Night Thoughts

by purplehearts

Won't you tell me all your secrets
Cause you know 
I can keep them
What's in your head
What's in your heart
Would it kill me
Or would it just tear me apart
It's breaking my sanity
You know it's my anxiety
I can't help the way
That I'm built in the brain
I wish you'd ask me to stay
I guess I'll just wait
Cause you know
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
This may be the last night we have
So don't take it for granted
You don't miss a beat
Hear the sound of our last heart beat
But don't you know
It's breaking my sanity
You know it's my anxiety
I can't help the way
That I'm fucked in the brain
I wish you'd ask me to stay
I guess I'll just wait
Cause you know
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
After all
We're breaking up
I should've known better
Take it all
I'm giving up
I'm better off
Without you
These late night thoughts they haunt me
They keep me up till 4 in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all
Just tell me where you want me
Cause I'll be right here in the morning
But does it get better
It doesn't get better at all

Carry On (Remember)

by purplehearts

Take some time for clarity
Do you remember
Last December

Don't forget these memories
Oh I remember
Do you remember
It's not the way that it used to be
Now it's so fucked up
And you're only eighteen
I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry for everything
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Listen for this melody
So you remember
This December
You woke me up inside my dream
To tell me something sweet
You kiss me in my sleep
Hoping I remember
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On

Take some time for clarity
Do you remember
Last December

Don't forget these memories
Oh I remember
Do you remember
It's not the way that it used to be
Now it's so fucked up
And you're only eighteen
I couldn't do anything
I'm sorry for everything
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Listen for this melody
So you remember
This December
You woke me up inside my dream
To tell me something sweet
You kiss me in my sleep
Hoping I remember
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On
Things just aren't the same
I'm dying here without you
I remember all the times we had
When we were back in high school
Carry on and on and on and on
Just carry on
On

Will You Love Me

by purplehearts

I grew up in church

Now I don't believe

I got what I want

But not what I need

I just need someone

Who loves me

But I'm still alone

On this holiday

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Will you love me

I'm not growing up

I'll stay young forever

But I need someone

To help me feel better

We all feel the hurt

We all feel the weather

But we don't have time

So I wrote you this letter

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Would you be so warming

I'll miss you in the morning

Take my heart if you want me

Be my everything

Will you love me

I grew up in church

Now I don't believe

I got what I want

But not what I need

I just need someone

Who loves me

But I'm still alone

On this holiday

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Will you love me

I'm not growing up

I'll stay young forever

But I need someone

To help me feel better

We all feel the hurt

We all feel the weather

But we don't have time

So I wrote you this letter

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Would you be so warming

I'll miss you in the morning

Take my heart if you want me

Be my everything

Will you love me

I grew up in church

Now I don't believe

I got what I want

But not what I need

I just need someone

Who loves me

But I'm still alone

On this holiday

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Will you love me

I'm not growing up

I'll stay young forever

But I need someone

To help me feel better

We all feel the hurt

We all feel the weather

But we don't have time

So I wrote you this letter

Will you love me

Will you hold me

Be supporting

Be my everything

Would you be so warming

I'll miss you in the morning

Take my heart if you want me

Be my everything

Will you love me

Broken

by purplehearts

Run away from those city lights

I feel like I could run and hide

Cause I feel so broken

I can't help but to think tonight

That this was all my fault

But I still feel so broken

Don't leave me broken

You left me alone and

Left me still hoping

Everybody wants to leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

You left me alone and

Everybody wants to leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

You can see it in my eyes

I've been up the last three nights

I don't sleep until the sunrise

Since you left me broken

And I'll always wonder why

You don't seem to care but I'm

Still in it

You just don't get it

Why would you just leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

You left me alone and

Left me still hoping

Everybody wants to leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

You left me alone and

Everybody wants to leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

You left me alone and

Everybody wants to leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

Don't leave me broken

4.21.15

by purplehearts

It's all just a little game you play
With me
The one where you ask me if I'll stay

You leave
Do you really think I'm dumb
You know It's okay if you use me
Just don't
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave
But then you ask me to come over
But you know that I'm always angry
And you know that I'm never sober
I don't know why you bother
You just want to be admired
But you're the only reason I'm inspired
But you make me so sick and tired
You told me you loved me
And you told me that you were proud
Of all the music I've ever made
And hope one day I sing it loud
But the only thing I'm screaming
Is all of your stupid lies
You're a stupid fucking bitch
And I hope you fucking die
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave
I cross my heart
And hope to die inside your arms
It's the only thing I've ever known
Just take this once
You know that I am so in love
Just please don't ever leave

Falling

by purplehearts feat. Demi The Daredevil

Don't turn the light on

'Cause I'm not ready

No, I'm not ready

So tell me why you push and you try

With a gun and a knife

I don't wanna believe these thoughts

You put in my mind

You know just how it feels

So tell me what is real

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

You turn the light on

But I'm not ready

No, I'm not ready

You stole my heart with a hook and a line

You're a thief in the night

You can keep it inside

But don't go changing my life

You know just how it feels

Just tell me what is real

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

I'm bent and bruised

There's nowhere to go to make this more comfortable

Do you care if I lose

There's nowhere to go to make this more liveable

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

You know I'm always falling

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling

Yeah I'm

Take Me Over

by purplehearts

Take a breath

I need a minute to calm down

Smoke a cigarette

It's easy to shut down

Situations I just can't deal

How the hell did it get so real

Wipe away those tears

I just want you here

All alone with my fears

Could it be more clear

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

You don't know about the roads

That I've been down

I'm alone with nobody

That comes around

How the hell do you think I feel

So damaged I just can't heal

You're leaving me

It's nothing new

I'm leaving but it's not with you

I wish I could disappear

Could it be more clear

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

All the blood is always

Rushing to my head

I just want you fucking

Screaming in my bed

I'm sick of living all these lies

That I regret

So take me over baby

Give me a reason

(In)Securities

by purplehearts

Hello darkness

My old friend

I've got a closet

Full of skeletons

I'm gonna pay for

All of my own sins

I'm gonna burn in hell

For all of them

I just

I just can't seem to calm down

My mind keeps spinning

'Round and 'round

I'm on a one way to trip

To crazy town

If this motherfucker

Just keeps going 'round

I need to prioritize

I'm living such a hectic life

I need to stop asking why

I don't know why I even try

Everybody keeps on passing by

I need something to pass the time

'Cause I'm such a

Piece of shit sometimes

I'm gonna drink it all down

With this red wine and sing

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

I feel so sick

Like no one else

I'm sick of looking in the mirror

Looking at myself

Thinking about all the problems

That I do to myself

Thinking about all the pain that I've felt

Maybe I need help

But it's hard to admit when I'm wrong

That's why I'm sitting here

That's why I'm writing this song

It's so much easier to sit

And do my thinking at home

It's so much easier to sit

And do my thinking alone

I turn the lights off

They're always torturing me

I've got so many insecurities

Wish I could change

And I try

So you better believe

It's not the way that I would like it to be

I'm sorry for my bad design

I know l always cross the line

'Cause I'm such a

Piece of shit sometimes

I'm gonna drink it all down

With this red wine and sing

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Woah

Woah

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Now I Sing

by purplehearts

Only nineteen
Without a purpose or direction
I'm just trying

To find a purpose and direction
Because I'm not one of them
We don't think the same things
The year that my mother died
My life started changing
But now I sing
Woah
But now i sing
Woah
I'm not lying
Don't have an answer to the question
I'm just trying
To find the perfect explanation
Because I'm not one of them
We don't want the same things
The year that my father died
My life started changing
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah
But now I sing
Woah

I'll Be Just Fine

by purplehearts

So I guess that we've reached the end

And I'm sorry that it didn't work out

But I've gotta move on without you

Even though it's gonna hurt me now

What exactly did you want this to be

Why would you never listen to me

I'd tell you over and over again

But you would never listen

I need your help to get this pain out of my heart

But you don't care at all

I keep telling you that I don't wanna be this way

It still doesn't make it easy

I hate the thought of taking you out of my life

I miss the color of your hair and your blue eyes

It makes me sick in every way

But I'm alright

You didn't make me crazy

But you made me lose my fucking mind

You turned around

And looked me dead in these brown eyes

You told me that you loved me

But you know that it's a damn lie

I know you're leaving

Cause you say it all the damn time

But I don't really care

Cause when you're gone I will be just fine

But you don't care anymore

And you made it quite clear by your face

Your distaste with what I say

The room fills up with hate

As smoke fills up my lungs

The words are on the tip of my tongue

But I just can't tell you how I feel

Cause you just won't hear it

I can't get the thought of you out of my mind

And I don't know why

Cause I don't love you anymore

But it's so damn hard

I hate the thought of taking you out of my life

I miss the color of your hair and your blue eyes

It makes me sick in every way

But I'm alright

You didn't make me crazy

But you made me lose my fucking mind

You turned around

And looked me dead in these brown eyes

You told me that you loved me

But you know that it's a damn lie

I know you're leaving

Cause you say it all the damn time

But I don't really care

Cause when you're gone I will be just fine

Cause when you're gone

I will be just fine

Cause when you're gone

I will be just fine

I know you're leaving

Cause you say it all the damn time

But I don't really care

Cause when you're gone

I will be just fine

We Are The Angry

by purplehearts

Born in the land the free

Where sex sells and I can't sleep

I won't eat

I'm brainwashed from my head to my feet

I'm just another one of the sheep

Living the American dream

Everybody wants to pop pills

Pouring shot after shot still

Yeah

They saw it on the screen

And then they thought it was so ill

But they don't even know that it's not real

You're the prettiest thing around

And I miss it when you're sober

But the world has gotcha so down

So let's sing it out

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

You better watch what you think

You better watch what you wear

And how you're doing your hair

You better watch what you say

Make America Great

Will get your head on a plate

Can't even have an opinion

It's all just a sick game

You wanna ride on the hate train

Yeah you saw it on the screen

And then you start to believe it

It's all losing its meaning

It's so fake

They're the dirtiest crooks around

Can you tell me when it's over

I don't like it when you're so down

So let's sing it out

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

So let's sing it out

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

WOAH

WOAH

Cause I've got the melody baby

We are the fucked up

And we are the angry

MNSTRS

by purplehearts

I've got monsters in my dreams

They won't let me sleep

They keep me up in this misery

Just let me be

I wake up

In the middle of the night

With the cold sweats

But I just shake it

Wonder if I'm gonna make it

I'm just waiting for the day

I see the progress

All the bad thoughts

Giving me a headache

Smoke a little green

Gotta medicate

Working real hard

Gotta get my shit straight

Livin in a drunk haze

Waiting for the better days

I'm sick of waiting

I need something real

Call up the devil

And let's make a deal

I'd sell my soul

Cause it's just how I feel

The life I'm living

It ain't right

Cause I've got

I've got monsters in my dreams

They won't let me sleep

They keep me up in this misery

Just let me be

I've got demons inside me

And they just won't leave

They've got ahold of my lungs

Just let me breathe

Everybody stop asking me

If I'm okay

It's just a relapse

Need to relax

Think I'm needing rehab

Everybody sees that

Now I gotta detach

Wait

I don't really mean that

I don't really need that

I just really wanna

Put the seams back

Now I turned the scene black

Heading down the wrong path

It's so dark

I wonder where the lights at

I guess it's time that

I need something new

I've got a feeling

It looks just like you

I'll take my time

If you won't let me go

But wait I've gotta let know

That I've got

I've got monsters in my dreams

They won't let me sleep

They keep me up in this misery

Just let me be

I've got demons inside me

And they just won't leave

They've got ahold of my lungs

Just let me breathe

I've got monsters in my dreams

They won't let me sleep

They keep me up in this misery

Just let me be

I've got demons inside me

And they just won't leave

They've got ahold of my lungs

Just let me breathe

Mistakes

by purplehearts

I'm still fighting

To get off the ground

But I can't help

I'm always falling down

I hit my face

My blood spilled on the pavement

Filled up with hate

I'm always self sedated

You say that I'm dumb

You say I'm stupid

But don't you know

I always do this

Getting lost inside of my own brain

I can't even fucking think

So I just

Rap and I sing

And I scream on the beat

Why is everybody

Still looking at me

I'm crazy

I don't really care what you think

I just wanna be me

I just wanna feel free

I just wanna feel anything

I just wanna feel good again

I just wanna be me again

Give me one more drink again

You're not gonna save me

But you can always blame me

For mistakes I've made

And for the shit I say

When I'm drunk

Which is every single mother fucking day

I can't stop

I can't eat

I can't sleep

My time is slowly running out

A ticking time bomb

Running through the town

My anger fills me up

And lets me down

It leaves me

Laying on the ground

Everybody wants to know

But they don't really wanna see

What it's like to be me

But everybody wants a peek

So I say

Yeah

I'm a little bit stressed

I'm a little depressed

I'm an anxious mess

An emotional wreck

With a suicide threat

Gonna jump off the ledge

With a rope on my neck

Got a gun to my head

Gonna fill it with lead

I just wanna be dead

I ain't playing man

Everything I said is the truth

But don't tell me what to do

I don't wanna be you

Unless you wanna jump with me too

You're not gonna save me

But you can always blame me

For mistakes I've made

And for the shit I say

When I'm drunk

Which is every single mother fucking day

I can't stop

I can't eat

I can't sleep

I just think

Of these things that I do

When I'm not here with you

I pace my apartment

In my living room

Then I stare at the walls

Hoping that you would call

But you don't

And you won't

And you won't

I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat

Why is everybody still looking at me

I'm crazy

I'm crazy

I rap and I sing and I scream on the beat

Why is everybody still looking at me

I'm crazy

I'm crazy

You're not gonna save me

But you can always blame me

For mistakes I've made

And for the shit I say

When I'm drunk

Which is every single mother fucking day

I can't stop

I can't eat

I can't sleep

I just think

Of these things that I do

When I'm not here with you

I pace my apartment

In my living room

Then I stare at the walls

Hoping that you would call

But you don't

And you won't

Alone in my Head

by purplehearts

Leave me alone

Cause I'm not in the mood

I'm gonna sit here

And have a drink or two

These racing thoughts

About the things I do

Make it all stop

Or I might come unglued

You don't have to cut me up

I can do it all myself

Yeah

I know I'm fucked up

But I don't need your help

I'm in so much pain

It's the worst thing I've felt

But don't ask me why

I won't get into the details

I'm alone in my head

With these memories

I try to forget

Everybody wants life

But we all get death

I'm screaming

Screaming all of my goodbyes

These thoughts are

Overtaking my mind

Do I even wanna be alive

Alone in my head

Leave me alone

When I'm locked in the room

Cause I can't stop

Once I am in this mood

I tried to tell you that

A time or two

I hit the wall

I don't know what to do

You don't have to cut me up

I can do it all myself

Yeah

I know I'm fucked up

But I don't need your help

I'm in so much pain

It's the worst thing I've felt

But don't ask me why

I won't get into the details

I'm alone in my head

With these memories

I try to forget

Everybody wants life

But we all get death

I'm screaming

Screaming all of my goodbyes

These thoughts are

Overtaking my mind

Do I even wanna be alive

Alone in my head

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

Whoa

You don't have to cut me up

I can do it all myself

Yeah

I know I'm fucked up

But I don't need your help

I'm in so much pain

It's the worst thing I've felt

I'm alone in my head

With these memories

I try to forget

Everybody wants life

But we all get death

I'm screaming

Screaming all of my goodbyes

These thoughts are

Overtaking my mind

Do I even wanna be alive

Alone in my head

Secrets

by purplehearts

I'm in love with a girl

That I used to know

It's tearing me up inside

I miss her

Everyday of my life

I'll miss her

'Til the day I die

I've got secrets

I keep to myself

I won't tell anybody

No no

But I just want you to myself

I won't tell anybody

No no

Let me spell it out

To make it clear

I'm dying without you here

I said

I'll be just fine

But I'm not

I'm not okay

Still missing you everyday

I still love the girl

I used to know

It's eating me alive

I want her

Everyday of my life

I'll want her

'Til the day I die

She's the secret I keep to myself

I won't tell anybody

No no

And I just want her to myself

I won't tell anybody

No no

Let me spell it out to make it clear

I'm dying without you here

I said

I'll be just fine

But I'm not

I'm not okay

Still missing you everyday

Let me spell it out

So you can hear

I'm dying without you dear

I said

I'll be just fine

But I'm not

I'm not okay

Still missing you in every way

I sit and wait for you

To come home

But you're never coming back

So I just sit here alone

By my phone

Waiting for you to tell me

Tell me that you love me

And that you'll never leave

I will say the exact same thing

I will never leave

Let me spell it out

To make it clear

I'm dying without you here

I said

I'll be just fine

But I'm not

I'm not okay

Still missing you everyday

Let me spell it out

So you can hear

I'm dying without you dear

I said

I'll be just fine

But I'm not

I'm not okay

Still missing you in every way

FY/ILY

by purplehearts

Fuck You

I love you

I do this every single night

Come back every single time screaming

Fuck you

I love you

And don't you ever fucking leave

'Cause you're everything I need

Baby

Fuck you

I love you

You call me every single night

Feed me stupid little lines

Screaming

Fuck you

I love you

But then you tell me not to leave

Cause I'm everything you need

Baby

Fuck you

I love you

I want you every single night

Fuck you every single time screaming

Fuck you

I love you

And you know I'll never leave

So keep begging on your knees baby

Fuck You

I love you

I do this every single night

Come back every single time screaming

Fuck you

I love you

And don't you ever fucking leave

'Cause you're everything I need

Baby

Fuck you

I love you

You call me every single night

Feed me stupid little lines

Screaming

Fuck you

I love you

But then you tell me not to leave

Cause I'm everything you need

Baby

Fuck you

I love you

I want you every single night

Fuck you every single time screaming

Fuck you

I love you

And you know I'll never leave

So keep begging on your knees baby

Anxiety

by purplehearts

Man it's the same shit every fuckin day

I don't know how much I can take it anymore

For real

Cause I've got so much fucking anxiety

Building up inside of me

I've got so much fucking anxiety

Building up inside of me

I've got so much fucking

Aye

Even though my mental's ill

I don't need prescription pills

To tell me how to fucking feel

Leave me be and let me deal

Sometimes I just need my space

Cause I've got too much on my plate

So I just need some time to think

Of everything I fucking hate

Medicine can't fix my life and

Medicine can't fix the pain

Medicine can't fix the problems

Going on inside my brain

Tell the psychs

And tell the doctors

I'm not off my fucking rocker

Let me deal or let me be

Let me fucking rest in peace

I don't need none of your prescription pills

I don't need none of your prescription pills

Cause I've got so much fucking anxiety

Building up inside of me

I've got so much fucking anxiety

Building up inside of me

I've got so much fucking anxiety

Building up inside of me

Coronavirus

by purplehearts

I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms

But I just don't

Give a fuck

You can not contain me

Better get away from me

Before I fucking

Cough it up

I don't give a fuck about coronavirus

Existential crisis

Watch your bodies going lifeless

Finally, get some silence

Watch you fuckers die

I don't give a fuck about coronavirus

Existential crisis

Watch your bodies going lifeless

Finally, get some silence

As I watch you mother fuckers

Die

Die

I hope all you mother fuckers

Die

Die

I hope you mother fuckers die

I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms

But I just don't

Give a fuck

You can not contain me

Better get away from me

Before I fucking

Cough it up

I am infected with diseases and plague like symptoms

But I just don't

Give a fuck

You can not contain me

Better get away from me

Before I fucking

Cough it up

I'm about to catch a body

Everybody they just keep on walking by me

You don't wanna fucking try me

Meet me in the hotel lobby

Hope you try to stop me

Cause you know you're fucking dying

You're a sheep

And I'm a mother fucking lion

I'm about to catch a body

Everybody they just keep on walking by me

You don't wanna fucking try me

Meet me in the hotel lobby

Hope you try to stop me

Cause you know you're fucking dying

You're a sheep

And I'm a mother fucking lion

Oh

Fuck this society

Fuck everything

Fuck this society

Fuck everything

Bad Day

by purplehearts feat. Potione

I've had a bad day

A bad life

Everything is bad here

A bad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a sad day

A sad life

Everything is sad here

A sad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit without you

I don't wanna cry

I just really wanna die

I guess I'll open up another bottle of the red wine

Think about you every night

I just wonder if you sit around like me and think about it

I'm gonna drink

And smoke it all away

But I can't let it go

Cause it's always in my brain

Yeah you're always in my brain

I just wish I didn't think about it

But I still think about it

I've had a bad day

A bad life

Everything is bad here

A bad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a sad day

A sad life

Everything is sad here

A sad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a bad day

A bad life

Everything is bad here

A bad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a sad day

A sad life

Everything is sad here

A sad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit without you

Can't do this shit alone

Can't do it on my own

Now I'm in my zone

No one hit my phone

It's a sad day

A sad night

A sad life

Guess I'll be alright

Don't know where to call home

Don't know where to go

Don't know where to go

I've had a bad day

A bad life

Everything is bad here

A bad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a sad day

A sad life

Everything is sad here

A sad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a bad day

A bad life

Everything is bad here

A bad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit without you

I've had a sad day

A sad life

Everything is sad here

A sad time

I can't do this shit without you

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit

No I can't do this shit without you

Paranoia

by purplehearts feat. PFV

Fix the broken pieces

Then repeat the cycle

Black pill

Red pill

Blue pill

Drink it all in

Take the medicine

Brainwashed with the sedative

Getting so repetitive

My thoughts so negative

Yeah

Let it die

Then let it live

Fix the broken pieces

Then repeat the cycle

Black pill

Red pill

Blue pill

Drink it all in

Take the medicine

Brainwashed with the sedative

Getting so repetitive

My thoughts so negative

Yeah

Let it die

Then let it live

Yeah

Life's a broken lens

But I can see it straight

Walk the path of darkness

As I go insane

I don't give a shit

About what people say

I'm hearing voices in my head

They're screaming everyday

Lights off

Underneath table

Staring at the kitchen counter

Knife in both hands

Turning off the T.V

Getting paranoid

Yeah

I'm a simulated program

I'm not sticking to the program

Nah nah

Going off with my own plan

Illuminati called me said

Goddamn

What the fuck you doing man

Purplehearts fam

Aye

They want me to take all the sedatives

I don't really want the medicine, no

I don't appreciate all the pressure from people

I'm letting them go

My choices is selecting

My patience is extra

I'm crawling my head in the snow

Now it's time dead all the rumors

They spreading about me

I'm setting the tone

I will not stick the program

Setting my own pace

And I don't need no fam

To get in my head space

This is a place I can handle without you

You living a lie

My conscious is mantled

I'm picking the pieces

And tearing the ties

Fix the broken pieces

Then repeat the cycle

Black pill

Red pill

Blue pill

Drink it all in

Take the medicine

Brainwashed with the sedative

Getting so repetitive

My thoughts so negative

Yeah

Let it die

Then let it live

I Mean It

by purplehearts feat. Potione, Kid Carrillo

Do I want it

Do I need it

I'm fighting with

Angels and demons

I broke your heart in little pieces

But you know every word

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

You're a fake and

I don't need it

You were blind

You couldn't see it

You said you love me

You don't mean it

You know I hate you and

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

Mean it

You cut your wrists

And now you're bleeding

Little mistakes that now I regret

Yeah

I hate you and I mean it

These feelings couldn't really

Leave it

Leave it

You broke my heart and

Now I feel it

I'm not that person

I can't be them

You have my heart

Now you can't steal it

You tell me lies

But I can't hear it

Hear it

Hear it

Hear it

Do I want it

Do I need it

I'm fighting with

Angels and demons

I broke your heart in little pieces

But you know every word

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

You're a fake and

I don't need it

You were blind

You couldn't see it

You said you love me

You don't mean it

You know I hate you and

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

Mean it

Yeah

You fucked up bitch

Real big

You feel up

Left me

Now fuck this shit

Oh yeah

I hope you drown

In my tears bitch

I hope you find

What you needing ho

Here we go

Yeah fa sho

Do I want it

Do I need it

I'm fighting with angels and demons

I broke your heart in little pieces

But you know every word

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

You're a fake and

I don't need it

You were blind

You couldn't see it

You said you love me

You don't mean it

You know I hate you and

I mean it

Mean it

Yeah

Mean it

Mean it

Sinners

by purplehearts feat. Death Plus

Bitch

Go back to your hometown

To the folks house

Got the whole crowd

Going so loud

Got them feet to bounce

Get the fuck out

You the bitch now

Everybody's screaming how they want the clout

All these bitches begging me to dick 'em down

Ima flick a bic

And then Ima bounce

Yeah

I don't stay in my own lane

I'm swerving side to side

Past the white line

Through the green lights

Cross the bridge

Light up a spliff

Drive off a cliff

Committing suicide

Fuck the after life

Bring me back to life

With a half a pint

Mix the vodka straight

With the ice

Yeah

Aye

I'm a demon

Fucked Adam's wife Eve

And then I ate from the forbidden tree

Took the knowledge

But I didn't share it with anybody but me

I'm a selfish prick

I don't give a shit

I'm just here to kill this shit

Ain't nobody gonna fuck with me

Nah

Sold my soul to the Illuminati

Now you're never gonna stop me

Even if you wanna try me

Got the shooters

And they're sniping

Everybody interfering with what I'm doing

You'll be mother fucking dying

You'll be mother fucking lying

In a mother fucking coffin

With a bullet in your noggin

For all the stupid shit you're talking

I suggest if you don't want it

Then it's best you don't talk it

Shut your fucking mouth up

And keep your bitch ass walking

Whatcha wanna do

Whatcha wanna say

Whatchu want bitch

I can get you anything you wish

What's the ish

I'm the mother fucking mortish

My list been getting longer

Every time they get me pissed

They go in

This a killer on the ritualistic mission

If you thinking you can fuck with me

But you won't

Cause you must be tripping

You might think it's gone be over soon

But I promise

That it isn't

Trust me

You would be the same

If you were in my position

I'm a mesmerizing

Death defying

Different kinda person

Maybe someday

But not today

Cause you burn shit down like

I'm on some evil shit

Need to see someone to stop these curses

I'm gonna see you soon

You can find me out here searching

Bitch

Death mother fucking plus

Hell of a Week

by purplehearts

One hell of a week

I don’t know which side

Of my mouth that I speak

I’m such a fucking liar

I am so weak

And I’m so fucking tired

But I cannot sleep

My knees have gave in

One hell of a life

It’s all that I own

A gun and this knife

It’s what I call home

I know it’s not right

But it’s all that I have

It’s all that I am

It’s all that I know

One hell of a week

I don’t know which side

Of my mouth that I speak

I’m such a fucking liar

I am so weak

And I’m so fucking tired

But I cannot sleep

My knees have gave in

One hell of a week

I don’t know which side

Of my mouth that I speak

I’m such a fucking liar

I am so weak

And I’m so fucking tired

But I cannot sleep

My knees have gave in

Switch Up

by purplehearts

Won't you tell me

What's wrong

As you cry on the lawn

Do you want me to kiss you

And sing you a song

Help you move it along

'Cause you look really sad

It must be really bad

Let me give you a hand

Make it alright

'Cause it's not right

Look in my eyes

This is tonight

This is your life

Take the spotlight

And start singing

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Got that braid in your hair

Got the look

And the stare

With a gleam in your eye

It's a pleasant surprise

To see you full of life

But if you're ever sad

And it gets really bad

Let me give you a hand

Make it alright

'Cause it's not right

Look in my eyes

This is tonight

This is your life

Take the spotlight

And start singing

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

Woah

I'm Alright

by purplehearts & Vump

The color in your eyes
Flickers in my mind
Reminds me that I miss you
But you're gone
So am I
You left me
And it's over
I'm not doing fine
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright

The stutter in your lies
Slivers down my spine
I taste it when I kiss you
If you are
So am I
You know that
It's not over
But I feel dead inside
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright
I'll tell you that I'm alright

The color in your eyes
Flickers in my mind
Just call me when I'm sober
I'll tell you that I'm alright

Lonely

by purplehearts

Parties over
Gonna leave with your friends
When will I ever see you again
Why don't you let me take you home
So we can spend some time alone

You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too

Wait a minute
I don't want you to leave
Let's smoke a cigarette
And talk in the breeze
You're looking pretty
Got that look in your eye
Your pretty lips are prolly filled with lies
Do you wanna fall in love in the rain
Or we can runaway to LA
Do you wanna do the craziest things
I just wanna live our wildest dreams
Every minute that we lose is a waste
So let's do it and let's do it today
Would you marry me if I bought a ring
Then we'll never be lonely

You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too
You don't know me
But you're lonely
And I'm lonely too
Get to know me
Then just own me
You can love me
And I'll love you too

Pretty

by purplehearts

You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty

Reminds me of a daydream
I once had about you
Floating through space
Up to the moon
The clouds along the way
Were filled with rain
But you came right back
And you looked so pretty
The smell of your perfume
It lingers in my room
Your clothes are all put in the closet
You know just what to do
Tell me girl
Why you gotta look so pretty

You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You're dressed up like it's Sunday
And you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty
You wanna be my Monday
Cause you look real pretty girl
Yeah you look real pretty
Yeah you look so pretty

Night Life

by purplehearts

I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside

Take your clothes off
Like you do
What I tell you to
Lock ourselves
In the room
Put me in the mood
Yeah I want you
And you want me to
Do those things to you
Yeah you like it
And I like it too
Oh yeah

I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside

Yeah your body feels
Feels like heroin
Up against my skin
And your lips taste
Like my medicine
As you take me in
Now you're telling me
What I want to hear
Whisper in my ear
And I'm doing things
Just to make you scream
Oh yeah

I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
I know what you do in the night time
You gotta get it right
I know what you do with the lights on
You let me come inside
You let me come inside

Runaway

by purplehearts

Do you wanna fly away
I wanna fly over the ocean
Touch the bottom of the world
It's all about commotion
In this city
But you're with me
And I really hope you're staying
And I'm praying
That you'll love me unconditionally
I can't read between the lines
And I'm not hearing what you're saying
Don't be playing
Do you wanna start a life In New York City
So come with me
And just kiss me
As we runaway to Paris
I'm embarrassed
I don't wanna fall in love too quickly

Don't even think about it
There's no way around it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
Nothing we can do about it
Now I can't do without it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it

Do you wanna touch the sky
And fly with all the rockets
Touch the stars and see the light
Put it in your pocket
As I'm looking in your eyes
All I see progress
Do you promise
To love me unconditionally
I can't read between the lines
And I'm not hearing what you're saying
Don't be playing
Do you wanna start a life In New York City
So come with me
And just kiss me
As we runaway to Paris
I'm embarrassed
I don't wanna fall in love too quickly

Don't even think about it
There's no way around it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it
Nothing we can do about it
Now I can't do without it
Had to travel around the world
To find love
But I think I found it

It's Over

by purplehearts

1, 2, 3, 4
Running out the back door
I don't wanna move on
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
5, 6, 7, 8
Gotta get my head straight
Missing you to death, babe
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over

I can't stop thinking bout
When I saw you hanging out
With the guy you're fucking now
What the fuck are you doing
I can't text you tonight
Cause I know you won't reply
It'll fuck me up inside
What the fuck am I doing here
Why won't you disappear
From my mind
And my ears
I can hear you in my dreams
It's why I never sleep
I know I can't fix your heart
I can't even fix mine
And I don't know where to start
So I'll just keep running

1, 2, 3, 4
Running out the back door
I don't wanna move on
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over
5, 6, 7, 8
Gotta get my head straight
Missing you to death, babe
But you're telling me that it's over
It's over
It's over
It's over

It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over

Vagabond

by purplehearts

Clouds pouring out of my mouth
But these words are not coming out
I think I need something else
These words I scream at myself

Live in a world
Where I don't belong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no no no no
Live in a world
With no right or wrong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no
You're not coming with me

The whiskey is poured from a spout
Until there is none coming out
I think I need something else
These words I scream at myself
Take it a day at a time
But you know you're out of your mind
You take it slow at the line
Leave or get left behind

Live in a world
Where I don't belong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no no no no
Live in a world
With no right or wrong
I'm such a loser
A vagabond
I know that you know
You're not coming with me
No no
You're not coming with me

No no no no no
No no no no no
No no no no
No no no no

(Not)Sober

(Not)Sober

by purplehearts

Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black

I've got problems
I cannot get through the pain
My life has been a struggle
No, I can't get through the day
Man it's all up in my brain
And it's always been this way
I don't know what else to say
But what I know is

Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black

I'm high
I'm high and low
Why must I feel this way
I cry
I cry alone
Another fucking day
The more you know
The more you believe
The more you know
You sail to the sea
The less you know
The less you believe
The less you know
You're stuck here with me

Fuck this stupid apartment
It makes me think of you
So I'll sit on the park bench
I'll watch the sun and the moon
Things are hard since it's over
No, you're not coming back
It's so hard to be sober
When everything turns to black

LSD

by purplehearts

I've got a feeling
I'm not feeling right
Guess I'll hit the pipe
I'm smoking
It's not doing much
Guess I'll get the sprite
Liquor and some ice
I'm wasted
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
I'm waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

I stand alone here
In a house of grey
Watch the pictures fade
I'm faded
Watch the sun rise
Watch it disappear
Moonlight on the pier
I'm pacing
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
Still waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

I've got a feeling
I'm not feeling right
Guess I'll hit the pipe
I'm smoking
It's not doing much
Guess I'll get the sprite
Liquor and some ice
I'm wasted
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
I'm waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

I stand alone here
In a house of grey
Watch the pictures fade
I'm faded
Watch the sun rise
Watch it disappear
Moonlight on the pier
I'm pacing
I don't know why
I'm just feeling weird
Don't know why I'm here
Still waiting
I know what I need
I need LSD
Oh I'm coming with you

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
When I'm with you
It's raining color color
Color color
Oh

Somebody Else

by purplehearts

Do you still think about me
I miss you all around me
Now you're all over his body
It makes me sick that you don't want me
I bet you're happy and you're fine
I bet he's all over your spine
And I bet you're drinking wine
I just miss when you were mine

I got your makeup on my pillow
I still feel you on my body
I can see your image on my couch
Where we were always making out
Your lips are overwhelming
Take the breath out of my body
But you're gone
And you don't want me no more
Now you're making out with somebody else

Do you still drink your morning coffee
I miss all your little hobbies
I bet he's all over your body
It makes me sick that you don't want me
I bet you're happy and you're fine
I bet he's all over your spine
And I bet you're drinking wine
I just miss when you were mine

I got your makeup on my pillow
I still feel you on my body
I can see your image on my couch
Where we were always making out
Your lips are overwhelming
Take the breath out of my body
But you're gone
And you don't want me no more
Now you're making out with somebody else

Untitled

by purplehearts

I wrote you a little note
Blood drips down my throat
Stuck inside a hole
Deep inside my mind
Buried deep inside
In and out of time
Forward and rewind
I wrote you a little note
Hang me from a rope
Throw me in a hole
Deep inside my mind
Bury me inside
Leave me there to die
Creeping down my spine

Man I'm feeling really bad now
Things never really work out
I can never really calm down
Mind is ticking to the clock now
Everything you said
It repeats
Screaming louder than the tv screen
I just wanted you to hear me
You don't wanna come near me
Haven't saw you in 3 months
I'll miss you my whole life
I saw you Christmas night
I said that I'm alright
You know that it's a lie
Now we live our separate lives
But we had some real good times
I'll miss you and goodbye

I wrote you a little note
Blood drips down my throat
Stuck inside a hole
Deep inside my mind
Buried deep inside
In and out of time
Forward and rewind
I wrote you a little note
Hang me from a rope
Throw me in a hole
Deep inside my mind
Bury me inside
Leave me there to die
Creeping down my spine

I Am Yours

by purplehearts

I kiss the hand
That makes me suffer
I plug the cord
Inside a house
That makes me bleed
I wrap the wire
I wrap the string
Around my heart
So it keeps beating
I'm a toy
To the world
I am yours

Drink the poison
Of this earth
Pack your bags up
Moving cities
So that you can feel alone
I'm a fuck up
I'm a loser
I'm a fake and I'm a fool
I'm just hoping
Maybe one day
There will be a me and you
Me and you

I live a life
That makes you suffer
I plug the cord
Inside your house
It makes you bleed
I'm the wire
And I'm the string
Around your neck
So you'll stop breathing
You're a toy
To the world
I am yours

Drink the poison
Of this earth
Pack your bags up
Moving cities
So that you can feel alone
I'm a fuck up
I'm a loser
I'm a fake and I'm a fool
I'm just hoping
Maybe one day
There will be a me and you
Me and you

Fool's Gold

by purplehearts

It's lonely here without you
You're so far away
I hope that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
I'm tired here without you
I know I walked away
I know that you're okay
Cause you're far from me

You were lined with silver
Your body laced in gold
I fell in love with heaven
You fell in love with sin
I am now the product
Of everything I know
And I know that I'm crazy
And I know that you hate me
There's things that I'm not saying
But you know that I love you
And you know that I'm sorry
I know sorry doesn't mean shit
Please will you forgive me
So we can move on
But don't move on without me
Don't leave me alone

It's lonely here without you
You're so far away
I hope that you're okay
Cause you're far from me
I'm tired here without you
I know I walked away
I know that you're okay
Cause you're far from me

no way out

by purplehearts

I've been hiding
In my skin
Digging deeper
Deep within
I don't go out to the world
It's imagination
Ticking time
It takes a toll
On my body
On my soul
I am human
I'm unholy
A fascination

There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground

Climb into my little hole
Fill it up with words of old
Kill my demons
Kill my ghosts
But they'll always haunt me here
It's so evil
So am I
I call satan
He replies
Pray to god
And he ignores me
Go to hell when I die

There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground

I am gonna win
I am never gonna lose

I am never giving in
What the fuck you gonna do
I am gonna win
I am never gonna lose
I am never giving in
What the fuck you gonna do
What
What the fuck you gonna do
What

There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground
There's no way out
So don't fall down
It never gets easier
When you hit the ground

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